Painting Sayumi Michishige digitally with my new XP-PEN

On April 23 of this year I decided to take another plunge and buy an on screen graphics tablet. Of course one does have to be weary of anything that is cheap. So I was pondering first about buying a graphics tablet for a couple of years, then when I did have money saved up I began noticing the other options. At first I was thinking about getting the Wacom Cintiq 13HD, but I’m living in a time that new competitors are emerging in China. On top of that, they offer bigger sizes at around 1/3 of the price of Wacom’s 13 in. offering.  I decided to wait it out till a good amount of reviews and tests were done on them. A number of reviews seemed to be positive but there were not that many of them. Then at some point it seems like these products were being given away to Youtube artist so that they could “review” them (many of them were just unboxings). On top of that, they were always compared to Wacom Cintiqs (which is ok) but they tended to focus on it way too much. In the end these reviews really didn’t give me much confidence. Specially since I hadn’t used any on screen graphics tablet before so many of the points they were making I couldn’t really connect to.

One piece of advice I did connect to was that a bigger screen would work much better since I would have more space to work and wouldn’t have to be squinting or enlarging the image as much. So despite the countless positives of owning a Cintiq, I decided to bite the bullet and buy an XP-PEN Artist 22E ( it’s a 22-inch display graphic monitor). It’s strange, it is quite an expensive device so I almost felt bad about buying it. I even didn’t use it for a week, it just laid by my desk covered by my jacket. But at some point I decided to give it a try. Since this was my first graphics display I struggled a bit setting it up. But it’s actually quite easy when you know what you are doing. A quick tip is to set it all up is using the pen program used for this tablet. If this is your only display than you shouldn’t have a problem, but if you have a two display set up make sure you choose the XP-PEN as the correct monitor and also make sure it isn’t chosen as the extended option (this was the only thing that gave me a hard time). If it seems to not be working, remember that you should restart your computer after you install the driver and program.

I didn’t really want to write anything about this display till I had used it for a good bit. So far it has been two months, so I will document my experiences so far (I will do so in the future as well, I’m quite interested if this tablet will last me a good while or if it will only last for a year of something).

So far I’m content with it. I know a bit more about digital art, so now that I have this on screen graphics display I can work much faster since I’m actually drawing and painting on the canvas itself. One can get used to the other tablet like the Bamboo Manga I used previously, but nothing beats working on the artwork directly. And with the two monitor system I can work on the XP-PEN and look at my reference picture/s and even some sort of entertainment on my second monitor. It works quite great. I used to use my laptop to work on artwork, but now I’m using my PC that my brother gave me which is much more powerful and can take quite a beating (with all the programs I use simultaneously).

The monitor itself works quite well and seems to be of a good quality. In the reviews they talked a lot of paralaxing, but since I’ve never used a better display or really see it as a problem, I really don’t notice it. If I want to draw or paint somewhere the paint applies my paint where I want it. The on frame buttons are also quite useful and have increased my workflow. It came with a stand included that worked great but it took a good amount of my desk real state. So with that in mind I decided to invest in a monitor arm. But I was also weary of buying a cheap one that would break easily or would not move the way I need it to. After much thought and research I decided to go for the Amazon basics arm (in fact another reviewer of this display bought this arm which prompted me to give it a try). Now with this arm and the display I can work much better, more comfortable and faster. Before I was contemplating buying a wireless keypad and converting the keys into hot keys for the art programs like Photoshop. But with this set up I can have the display above the keyboard and away from my arms when I’m drawing and is easily accessible when I need to make a command.

One thing that really freaked me out was that the pen was leaving scratches on the display. I couldn’t really find much about it online, but I guess this is normal… These scratches also leave behind a rainbow effect on the screen but if you clean it off a bit it the rainbowing effect disappears so it really isn’t a problem. I wonder if a softer stylus tip exists? Whatever the case, after a while you don’t really notice it. I guess it’s one of those things where you get a new item and you are always weary of scratching it or something.

As for what can be done with it, that just depends on one’s skills.

I chose Sayumi Michishige as my first model for my very first artwork on this tablet.

This is the reference picture I chose:

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Here is what I managed to do with it, my first digital study:

Xp Pen Artist first artwork and try Sayumi Michishige with background resize

This was done on May the 18th. Since then I have been working some more work which I will upload soon.

So far I really love my new XP-PEN, but time will tell if it was a solid investment and will last me a good couple of years or if it’s a cheap “imitation” that will break in the near future. I’m hoping it it does last.

Hasta la proxima,

-NUBE

Just a little bit more time

It’s been a very tough time lately, it has been filled with a lot of work from all fronts (school even has me reading multiple books at once…). But the main time consuming thing is creating the new format for my Youtube videos. I will finally be making that comeback I mentioned, but I really want to up my game so I’m trying to create a strong new video format that I can feel proud of and that people will hopefully like and will also retain their interest. Time constraints are a bit rough right now though. I also have to make a presentation in a  week about a book we have to read for class and that will require a good a bit of time. Haaaaa…….

I have made some new things just haven’t had the time to upload and whatnot. Let me get through this things and hopefully I will have some more time soon. We have a lot of things to catch up on, seriously.

For those of you who read these here is a sneak peak to the video:

https://www.flickr.com/photos/darkcloudxero/39021947955/in/dateposted-public/

I will be adding some “shading” later on but haven’t had the time to do so yet. I’m still not done with the ending quite yet, but the meat of the video shouldn’t be too hard to figure out. But I do worry about whether I should actually talk in the videos or not…

Will try to keep in touch.

Hasta la proxima,

-NUBE

What have I been working on?

Well after the last convention I started to see all my weaknesses and decided to go ahead and focus on getting my skills stronger and at a higher level. Although I feel like my drawing skills have reached a good level, in the end if I produce a poor coloring job it will ultimately bring down the quality of the work completely. Every potential of what that drawing could acheive  will suddenly disappear. In the end, that coloring job could just completely destroy it all and end up a mediocre mess. Which is sadly what happened to my work (or at the very least most of it).

So on top of making my drawings better, I have to put a great emphasis on how color works as well as the utilization of light and darkness. Most of my earlier work had to do with black and white only. Of course I was influenced by manga and that type of artwork. I learned quite a lot doing that, but I completely neglected color. And now I am struggling to get a hold of it now… Not that I can really be surprised by it though, I saw art as just a hobby and only thought of it as something I would do for my self. The idea of doing it as a career was something I really didn’t see my self doing at all. The closest I ever got was thinking of being a photographer, and even then…

Well you reap what you sow. Now I have to pick up the slack and really focus my efforts into it. Fffhhhmmm… Looking back just a couple of years ago after high school when I began thinking of becoming an artist, not even then I put the effort to really take color seriously. I felt it would be something I would pick up quickly. But as time would soon let me know, that wasn’t the case. I tried developing new techniques but they all seemed to produce very rough and mediocre results. I also had my ego get the best of me. I forced my self not to see what others were doing in order to get the understanding of it all on my own. I wanted to be completely self-taught. That… was stupid. Time is precious and reinventing techniques that have already been invented is simply quite stupid. I don’t have time to wasted anymore. I have to push forward and prove to my self that my work is actually worth investing my time, efforts and future into. Because let’s face it, if I can’t sell my work then I should just find a new profession. As much as it is nice to say that I should be making art only for my sake, that doesn’t provide a chance to live in this type of world. I need to make it viable.

This year I’m really pushing forward trying to achieve my goals. I started my own business, I attended my first conventions (though they did end up in failure) and experimented on what kinds of things potential customers will want. The piñata was a total failure… The quality I fell was there, but the price and actual product kept people away. of What use is a  piñata going to be to the average consumer? I was warned that I would fail for all the reasons that the people at the convention made very clear. So even though I did definitively learned that it wouldn’t work, it was at the cost of very precious time that I could have used to work on other activities like getting better with coloring and drawing.

One thing I learned at the conventions was that most of the anime I tend to gravitate towards doesn’t have a big following at these conventions, and if you do find someone they may not have any money to buy anything or not even find your work to be worth it. With that in mind I have to make sure to offer work that is popular but of course that I also like my self. I don’t like doing work (unless commissioned of course) of things I don’t know anything about since I like to make my work reflect on the series by adding a story to it that fits.

I guess, there lies another problem. My consists of a a story or theme that those who see it will perceive, but not everyone really cares for this. Many people sometimes only care about the character, the theme and background are all really not that important. Only the better artists (compared to me anyway) can pull what I’m trying to pull off right. Most art I see at conventions are quite simple and showcase the characters in either some inside joke, meme or of course fan-service… But I wan’t to be good enough to not rely on that (even though this is what customers want… so really what I’m doing is completely due to my selfishness). One thing to keep in mind is tha no background give one the chance to produce more works since doing a background takes a lot of time, especially if it’s done traditionally. But I feel I should keep doing backgrounds and get better at them even if I end up not using them later one because it will help with me getting better as an artist. So despite all the reasons against it I will continue forward with making them.

One of the first things I did when the convention ended was practice digital painting for about a month (one of the reasons I was absent here for so long). I wanted to finally sit down and learn how to use my bamboo tablet. It took a while but I started to get the hang of it and also picked up shortcuts on the keyboard along the way which sped up the workflow by a large margin. My painting style is still very much based on traditional techniques so I had a hard time. It’s doable but to make the transitions from one color to another is something I have to work on.

What I have developed is a traditional and digital approach where I do as much as I can traditional and then finish it up digitally. I have decided to cut as much of physical media away from what I will offer clients to make it easier and also more cost effective. This way I don’t have to worry the client with shipping fees and whatnot (physical copies will still be available for those interested and other physical items will aso be available as I produce them, it will become more clear what I’m talking about when I actually show you some other time). What I mean by this is selling digital copies of my work instead of physical prints. Don’t know if this will work, but time will tell.

I plan to produce Youtube videos again, but that will have me making them over the coming months and then posting them in a somewhat stable schedule. But I wan’t to make high quality content that also integrates other things to my format that I currently have. That with me actually producing quality artwork will take time. So when I will be uploading these videos is still unclear, but I hope it will be worth the wait.

On top of that I have also started drafting the book I have been planning to work on since I was in high school. I have enough ideas, notes and experiences to go ahead and start working on it. as I continue working on it I’m sure my drawing skills and storytelling skills willl increase alongside it. When I have enough good material I will make sure to update you guys on it.

Well those have been my activities and thoughts recently, I will upload some of the work I have worked on and have been working on at a later date so you guys get a tasted of what I’m currently developing. That’s quite a lot of projects I have going on huh? Some harsh times fast approach but it’s not something I will shy away from. I’ll continue pushing forward and make this all something I accomplish.

Sorry for the long post. (wonder if anyone will read it to it’s entirety?)

 

Hasta la proxima.

-Nube

My first convention as a vendor: Animeland Wasabi 2017 The aftermath

So, how was my first convention as an artist in artist alley? I sold absolutely nothing… hahahahaha.

Though, I can’t say I’m surprised. I’m already used to it by this point. But from what I heard from other artists, it seems as though I wasn’t the only one. Don’t know if they also didn’t sell or just had poor sales, but it seems I wasn’t the only one struggling. It’s a shame because there was a lot of talent there.

In fact you can check some of their work out here. This link will take you to the Animeland Wasabi page that has all the artist that attended this years convention. They have some info on the artist and some of their art displayed there so you can get a feel for what they have to offer. On top of that they also have links to them in case you wish to contact them or buy from them.

Surprisingly I wasn’t too nervous in the time before or during the convention. Surprising to me since I am rather shy and don’t do that well dealing with large amounts of people. But I’d say I did well. Though I was still quiet, but that is normal of me. If I seemed to quiet, I’m sorry.

I guess I wan’t to talk about a couple of things, so I will break them down into these sections:

– Things I didn’t enjoy

– Why I feel I didn’t sell my art

– Improvements I plan to make

– Positives about the convention

– Any other thoughts (mainly to do with attendees)

So let’s start with the negative because I want to get rid of the worst parts first and have a good feeling afterwords.

 

Things I didn’t enjoy –

 

I don’t know if you have heard, but Animeland Wasabi is currently plagued by a bad reputation dealing with some events that happened a while back. Some people I knew even refused to go because of it. So I’d say that had a lot to do with the very low attendance. Though there were people, it was relatively empty. Heck I even have a reference point. I went on 2014 and the convention was a lot fuller and the convention as a whole was a lot more livelier. From what I hear, there has been some changes done to the management to remedy the past though some don’t believe so, thus the low attendance.

Having said that, what do I think? The whole experience with the event organizers was good. As soon as I got there, I was greeted and taken to my table. I was also offered help at any point if I needed it. I really have no complaints. It really is a shame that the event suffered to this extent.

Having that explanation out of the way, I can clearly see why my customer pool was so low. Resulting in no sales.

But the low attendance was not really a problem, I’d say it was more the attitude some people had. And even then it was only four attendees that gave me the stink eye and or made comments about how sneaky I was at pricing my items the way I did.

The main problem I had was the attitude of feeling as though I was taking advantage of them through my prices. My prints were $20 for one or $30 for two. The piñatas were $45 each and the bracelets had different prices ranging from $5 to $15. The prints were priced according to what I had seen in previous conventions. The piñatas were priced accordingly to time spent and detail. Heck if you add them up all together I would only make $360 for a full months work nonstop every day. That’s what people make in a week. The problem here is that art is not really appreciated and taken as seriously as any other job.

When people think of art, they think of the price of the materials and then maybe add 5 or 10 dollars after that for labor. That’s not how it works. There is one, the amount of time that each piece takes to make. Then you have to take into account the quality of the artwork. Art isn’t something that can just be produced like a machine. It takes time, planning, executing and perfecting. If there is one thing I don’t want to do is undersell my work because then other artist have no choice but to do the same and be complacent about being paid next to nothing for the amount of work they put into their craft. I really hope people keep this in mind when buying from an artist.

The only thing I did have that could just be reproduced without much effort were the prints. Once the artwork is finished, which does take time and a lot of work, can be printed into as many prints as one can afford to make. Take note of that. Unless you are ordering crazy amounts of prints of your work, each one can be quite expensive (and that is not taking into account shipping costs). And even then you have to have a good amount of money beforehand to invest in printing that large an amount. Despite that, I decided to price them at the same amount I had seen and have been paying every year I’ve gone to NanDesuKan, $20 dollars. Yet even that seemed to be too pricey for most people. What I quickly noticed was that people were selling their prints at ridiculous prices like 4 prints for $20. I have never seen prints sold that cheaply before. And it wasn’t just one person. Many people were selling them at really low prices. I’m talking about 11×17 inch posters or bigger here. With those prices, it was no wonder I had no chance of competing.

I could have changed my prices on the posters, but decided against it, this is the reason why. One, most people only really cared about my piñatas and two, I decided to just save them for the next convention in March if they didn’t sell (which of course they didn’t).

Now, to make this clear. I don’t blame anyone for not buying at all. I understand, I was a customer before this so I understand the reasoning. Plus, if you don’t have the money, you don’t have the money even if you like the work. Also, if you buy from sellers that have lower prices, one can buy more items and support more artists that way. All I really want people to know is why I priced my items the way I did. I’d rather not sell then undermine the work we as artists make. All I ask is that we are paid fairly. There were ways to remedy this, but more on that later.

 

Why I feel I didn’t sell my art –

 

There was really only one person that was constantly selling at all times everyday, and that was the artist that was right in front of me. He also had lower prices, I don’t remember by how much, but I believe at $15… maybe lower? But it wasn’t crazy low, just lower than normal. On top of that, he had a massive amount of prints to choose from. One of the things I noticed was that the booths with large amounts of work to offer attracted more people. Plus his work had artwork of current fanbases like Overwatch and whatnot. He also had a service where he drew any character you asked for in under ten minutes. I’d say he was the most popular by far.

I on the other hand only had 6 different prints to choose from and they are, well pretty obscure to the majority of anime fans. Specially newer fans. So of course my art prints would not really attract much attention. I’d say the most cosplayed  characters by girls were from Love Live and other mainstream anime like SAO and the likes. Shows I really can’t get into or haven’t gotten into because I have already seen other series like them. But that’s the thing. What I like doesn’t really matter, it’s what the customer wants. What’s a rehash or cliche is new to someone else. I remember growing up with anime and then watching the first anime’s to inspire certain ideas (that later became cliche’s in my time growing up). So I have to keep that in mind and be more open minded about new series so that I can cater to the new generation of anime fans, because they will become my customer base.

Of course I don’t have to leave my passion projects. I just need to mix it up a little with other fandoms. There is a reason I usually don’t draw from series I know nothing about but I will get into that at some later time. Just know that my work has to do with an idea and story, I’m not trying to just make a generic pose showcasing the character. This is what I see most artist do now. But seeing as it sells, I can now understand why they decided to go that route. I just refuse to do so.

So that and my prices were to blame for me not selling. It’s a shame, but I apologize to my potential customers for not offering something within your price range. I’ll have to remedy that when I get the chance.

 

Improvements I plan to make –

 

Well, I don’t have much money left. Specially since I wasn’t able to sell anything this time so I don’t have many options for the next convention that’s approaching. There are two more items I’m hoping of offering, but I really don’t know if I will be able to offer them or not. It all depends on if I can invest more money into it or not.

For now let’s focus on things I know I will have to offer when I get the chance. Different sizes of prints. Specifically smaller ones. I need to offer smaller items that are less expensive. One of my neighboring tables to the right was selling small prints and print cutouts and was selling quite well. I can’t make a living out of making piñatas, I knew this, and since people aren’t willing to pay $45 dollars for one I have no choice but to simplify them to a point that doesn’t require too much work and thus reduces time to make them. This way I can cut the price down.

One thing I noticed was that the piñata although popular was confusing people and made them apprehensive to buying one. The quality was there, but to buy one and then smash it for that price seemed ludicrous. Of course I knew that. I made them not as a smashing piñata but as a display piece that could also double as a storage device. As soon as I was making my table I knew it would become a problem so I made a sign explaining just that and put it in front of my table. Those who paid attention and actually read it had a chuckle, but most people didn’t bother to read it. Heck a guy was even explaining that to me but as he made one point noticed my sign then read one section, corrected himself then made another comment stopped read another section that answered his concern. He continued this same process for 2 more points he wanted to make and took it all back as he read the note I placed up front. He simply said, “Oh, I guess you put an explanation since you kept getting the same comments and questions”. That wasn’t exactly why I put it up. I already knew the concerns people would have and wanted to make it clear what my really detailed piñatas were made for. In the end, this can be attributed to bad marketing. I already have an idea on how to remedy this. Now it’s just a matter of it working.

 

Positives about the convention –

 

Let’s finally talk about the good things since that what we should really focus on. All in all this was a learning experience. I may not have been able to sell, but I did get to test out the waters. People really seemed to be intrigued and attracted to the piñatas as I had hoped. You see, my plan was to have the piñatas attract customers over to my table and then have them look at my other work like the bracelets. But my main focus was to have them look at my prints which is where my art is mainly focused at. And it worked attracting people, but as soon as they saw the prices, well it’s fare to say they were scared away. Many of them didn’t even look at my other offerings. The piñatas stole the show. They were good, too good.

Most of the art I took is already a couple of years old, so it’s not to the best of my abilities. Though I wonder if that is the only problem. I feel it has a lot to do with the fandoms. Most people could probably care less about the series I offered. The only compliments I got were for the piñatas.  And seeing as they are secondary, it’s easy to see that it is a problem.

What’s cool about coming to conventions is that all the vendors are pretty friendly with each other. It’s obvious who are the veterans, they are the most open to helping out the newbies by giving them tips on anything from things one can improve to what conventions one can go to. A lot of them sometimes go from table to table to give encouragement. It’s quite a sight to behold. You could really see the comradery. And truthfully we all needed it.

I had a really nice lady that was selling for the vendors “OrnamentalGlass” which is made up of a duo husband and wife. I believe her name was Marie (at least that’s the way I think  it’s spelled). She stopped by to give me some tips and encourage me. She said she saw great potential in my work and said I should keep going at it. 5 years. She said that if I went at it for 5 years I could have this business be completely viable. 5 years seems like lot though, I wonder if I can shorten the time. Sounds like a challenge to me!

No but really, I am really grateful for her advice. It’s an uphill battle, but it’s one worth doing. She told me of other ways to sell my work, and one of them is using reddit. Something I have to look into.

 

Any other thoughts (mainly to do with attendees) –

 

Although the attendance was low, the people who did attend were obviously very invested and have a great love for anime. Most of the attendees looked rather young. Probably in middle and high school. So although others might not attend Wasabi, these new anime fans might be able to bring it back.

Let’s talk about cosplayers.

I wanted to take pictures, but in the end as a vendor I didn’t want to leave my table for long. Though I learned after leaving it a couple of times that it would be ok to do so. Everyone seemed to be pretty cool and well behaved. So I should have been ok going around the convention hall and asking for pictures. Besides it’s not like I would have sold anything anyway. I really regret it now.

It’s an even bigger shame because most of the attendees brought their A game. Were at a point where the U.S. can finally compete with Japanese cosplayers. But I guess that is to be expected. It no longer is like before where one had to go at it blind and learn everything from scratch. Now that we all have free access to the internet, information is much easier to pass along and build upon. Ahhh… I remember when cosplay was in the middle stages of being passable to ok. Now it’s taken to such a high quality that it amazes me.

I guess there isn’t much else to say. The convention as a whole was a great experience, though not selling was a downer and the boredom of just sitting there non-stop for hours does take it’s toll. I’d say those were the worst experiences I had. Hopefully I can turn things around for the next one. And hopefully next time I will actually take some pictures.

Hasta la proxima.

-Nube

Some new changes

As I thought, I will have to give up making Youtube videos (at least regular ones). From here on out I will just focus on creating the best artwork possible and making my name grow. On top of that I will also help grow a project that I have been interested in starting for a while now. Hopefully I can make my goals happen.

Although I have gotten extremely busy these days, now that I have given up Youtube I now have a bit of time to implement to this page, so expect some more content from here on out. It won’t be coming at a scheduled pace but it should be constant at least.

There will be some changes to this page as well, some pages will be taken off. I will now only focus on creating drawings and nothing else. So all pages that are not that will be taken off. The way to order commissions will be simplified as well, and some of the artwork will be taken off and replaced as well. So keep that in mind if you happen to see somethings missing.

I have finally reached the level where I can create artwork that I was aiming for. But that also means that I can reach even higher levels when it comes to my artwork, so I will not be satisfied just yet. I will keep improving my art so that it can reach new heights. I truly hope you guys look forward to that.

On another note, “Feliz dia de la independencia! Para mi pais Mexico!”
Today we celebrate the independence of my home country Mexico, though it is going through some tough situations and problems, I still love my country and am proud to tell others of my nationality. Hopefully the problems being faced will be resolved in a non violent way in the future. “Viva Mexico! Te deseo lo mejor.”

-XERO

New Changes Coming To This Space

I have been absent for a couple of weeks now (no, more like months). But that was all because I was working on some new projects that I hoped I would be able to implement to this website. Back in high school I didn’t really have much of a plan of what I really wanted to do. That of course created a lot of worry within me. I knew what I liked to do, I knew what I was really good at. But in the end I felt it might have been best to try and follow the steps of the many people around me. I seriously believed I had to be like everyone else to be successful. Thinking back, I wonder what had come over me. I was never one to be a follower, I always followed what I liked or believed was right. In the end though, it seems I lost sight of all of that with all the stress that accumulated at that time. I remember being asked if I would pursue a career using my artistic abilities, at that time I just thought it would be nothing but a dream. Something I could only wish for, but nothing more than that. I seriously did not believe I could survive in this world by doing what I loved. I was wrong.

 

After struggling in a job I did not enjoy for a couple of years and trying out others, I realized that what I wanted most was not impossible. I would have to struggle even more, I would go through many downfalls, I would feel lost a lot of the time, but it would all be worth it once I began creating things with my hand. It would be worth the struggle as long as there was a chance to accomplish my dreams of using my skills to go through life instead of crawling through it miserably. Though this path has a lot of hardships, this is something well worth doing. If I fail at least I gave it a shot and would not be tormented with what if’s. And if I persevere and accomplish my goals, I will be the happiest me possible. And for that reason I will forge ahead as long as possible.

 

I hope you guys can help make that possible.

 

-XERO

Changes to the Content and Layout

It has been over a year that I have erected this blog, so I think it is now time to make some more changes and keep evolving. I will be deleting some of my pictures and adding new more recent one’s. I will also be updating the information and try and make things a bit more easy to navigate (So I apologize in return if things are still under construction when you visit).

On another note, I have recently purchased a Wacom Bamboo touch and pen Manga tablet (when I get it, I can review it) so I will be entering into the digital realm in the hopes of acquiring more abilities and widening my range of skills. So I hope you guys look forward to that.

-XERO

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